I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me

Oh yea.

I shall be alright,
I must.

There's always this lingering fear,
that I might never see your face again,
that someday should I fall again,
you're not there to break that fall.

I fear one day I might not quarrel with you like this anymore.

I fear one day I'll only hear the sound of the breeze instead of your sweet whisperings.

I fear one day you'll be gone,
gone from my sight.





I fear I might never get the chance to ever love you again.

Ti ho amato

You didn't know the story of my life,
you didn't know of the mistakes I did,
and maybe that's why you didn't know why it bothered my so much.

You don't know,
and you never will,
cause you'll never try.

All I ask for,
is half of his determination and understanding.

I know it's wrong to compare,
but god, it's beyond my control.

I'm self-conscious,
I'm naive,
I'm selfish,
I want everything best for myself,
I'm demanding,
I'm easily angered&jealous,
I'm not your perfect princess that stepped out from your dreams or any fairytale stories.

Cry baby cry.

no matter how much I run, try to keep myself occupied, but from the second I stop, reality still hits me hard.

working baby?

this better work,
don't be like blogger-Droid.

I just learnt how bad it feels to not know what's going on,
Sucks big time, really.

Anw, blogging tediously on my new HTC desire:)
And new led tv arrived today,
No more small square tv:(

And im still usin the new phone under the blanket at home,
Damn.

Oh god,
jelly belly's jelly beans works wonders
in distracting one from thoughts of dispair.

What is the meaning of awhile?
Perhaps awhile really ISN'T awhile.

You've all the reasons to be mad at me.
And maybe that gives me all the more reasons to be mad at you.

I'm sorry I made you wait 1 hour.
And I'm sorry you made me wait 3 hours.

Time really flies.

-
Past week in school have just been about carrying Claudia
up and down the school, waiting at the canteen to pick her up.

And not forgetting the tests,
which I don't even want to remind myself how badly I did.

Finished all my weekend homework earlier on,
so now I can actually enjoy the rest of the day.

And I swear off never to say Sundays are boring ever again,
cause now Sunday's like my favourite day
-can sleep in and do things at my own pace,
the ideal routine every Sec 4 would want to live.
With the exception of maybe those who enjoy loitering around the voiddecks,
which God knows what's the fun.

Anyway hope you guys like the new skin,
I personally loved it a lot,
even though it wans't my own work.

Endin off here,
wanna chill out now when I still can.

xoxo
ps: trig graph sketching is a bitch and I miss the Tenpanyaki dinner I had yesterday with baby:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOO!!!!!!

hehe,
today was her birthday,
but because it fell on the most unfortunate week
(cause filllllllleeeeedddd with work, piles of it!),
didn't get her like BIG girly pink glittery presents,
sorrrryyyyyyy:(((((

But ultimately just want her to be happy forever and ever lah:)

-
Anyway today is FINALLY friday!
Every friday is like a mini holiday for me I tell you,
especially if you're living a life like mine,
which has recently been in even more havock
because of one fcukin slut.

Anyway,
there's nothing much for me to say,
just that 2 weeks hav flown past,
freakin me out leh-.-

-
Slut slut slut.

Wish I could administre enthunasia on her!
So she can keep her fcukin mouth shut.

Sluts like her should cease to exist.

Ugh,
can't wait for that someday when
your tactics will backfire.

Slut.
-

Anyway today's lessons was somewhat interesting:)

Especially enjoyed our first LCE lesson as 4 humlity,
super hilarious!:D

Not going to go on already,
just have to say tomorrow have maths remedial, bohoo:(

-
Anyway I'm celebrating 14months and 3 days with my boyfriend!:)
All of you are jealous I know:P

xoxo

Alright,
so anyway I'm so over that slut,
BECAUSE I'M WATCHING MY MICHAEL BUBLE!!!!

He has a damn good sense of humour!
So honoured I can catch his show on channel 5,
Michael Bible meets Madison Square Garden!

His voice is mad mad mad mad sexy,
diediediedie!!!

My dearest must be pissy off now:P
(But I love you best still!)

Anyway,
my first week and 3 days can be summed up with:
HOMEWORK.

Experienced the pain of closing one eye for like 1 hour of lesson
trying to poke a pin through some board(phyics pract),
I tell you, the whole eye like kena cramp in the end-.-

And sleeping like late everyday,
just so to complete homework
(I know, unbelivable-.-)

And the school books,
don't even begin with that.

But at least one thingreal great about this new school year:
CLASSROOM SUPER AIRY AND WINDY!:)

But in return,
have to climb 8 flight of stairs,
shit-.-

-

I'm going mad,
I'm singing to the image if Michael!!!

xoxo
ps: tomorrow history test, sure die, need to sleep!

A slut, will always be a slut.
Sometimes one should never ever live in self-denial,
especially for someone like you.

To hell with you
for not gettng your facts right.

To hell with you
for bringing shame to women.

To hell with you
for even being part of the most "prestige" group in our school.

Geez,
how the hell do people like you exist???

And ps,
your skirt is so darn short for someone of your position,
so you can forget about gaining respect from others,
because all look down on you too.

Hey lovers,
enjoying the last day of the holidays?:)
For my cohort hor,
today is also gonna be like the last day we can relax:(

Anyway,
today's weather should go suck balls,
it's freakin hot:(

Today all I see on facebook status is:
"MUST FINISH HOMEWORK!!!"
"DIEDIEDIE, TOMORROW SCHOOL RE-OPEN!!!"
and more along that line.

The freaking pressure of reading that is making me feel like the only one
who's going to die from the:
1) History & SS Test
2)Physics Test
3)A-Maths Test
4)Bio Test
5)Chem test

when school reopen.
Yes, it's like another session of EOY:(

History and SS isn't THAT much of a worry for me,
cause for some reason I've been dreaming about
Mrs Yap's lessons for the past 2 nights.
(I know, what a way to spend my last 2 nights-.-)

Sighs,
I REALLY have got to buck up.

Everyone have probably posted their new year resolutions,
so I'm going tp poast mine!:)

My new year resolutions are:
1) Pulling through all the tests, homeworks and exams(difficult!)
2) Score at LEAST a 10-14 for my O-levels,
MUSTMUSTMUST get into my psychology course. Political course also can:)
3) Making it through to the same school as Aaron!(must leh!)
4) A balance of everything in my life
5) Knowing my priorities
6) Be myself!:)

I think if I fulfil my 6th resolution,
I will break the other 5 -.-

And for my 2nd resolution,
can you imagine if I'm a politician??? :DDDD
I think I'll be sent to jail without trail for my remarks,
which happens to be crude but facts.
(which for some reason the government don't enjoy knowing the fact:O)
To me at least.

Oh well,
that's all guys:)

Don't know how you guys are going to spend the last day of holidays,
but hope you guys enjoy it!:)

xoxo

So hey lovers,
New Year.
2010.

And Geez, the first news I recieved on New Year's Day
was not (ANNOYING) New Year messages,
but my boyfriend's fever might be caused by Dengue.
I know, what a new year's gift-.-

Hope he'll get well soon:(
Which I think he is,
he got a new camera lens today,
tsk.

And yes from my title(so creative hor:D),
I woke up to uncomfortable cold,
back ache, sore eye and sore throat.
Dumb right?
But I felt better after taking medicine and napping for an hour plus!:)

Anyway,
Singaporeans are really...Singaporean.
I know this is a genetic thing,
but seriously...

I mentioned that BECAUSE,
last night I recieved New Year's wishing(via sms),
as I had expected so I moved all my files out temporary.
Preparing for spam mah.

But wah lao,
I prepare also prepare too late-.-
Some sent me as early as 11.30pm(which ISN'T even a new year YET)

Than others,
being the Singaporean that they are,
all sent at like...12.30am?
Like they all had it planned out.

Which reminds me of another 'scenario'.
(This scene is at The Grand Cathay anyway, cause that's my fav theater)

Music: Kesha's Animal Album
Mood: ^.^
Doings: Filling my tiny tummy with pokka's peach aloe vera drink!

Mad happy with my doing^.^
Even more mad happy with the music!
*not in the back of my car car car~*


So either way,
mine's only web-rip
so in your face for all the jealous goody girls dying for the album:)

Anyway was watching 'Together'
when I saw the New Year countdown at the Marina Float Bay(or something like that lah).


Firstly,
the quality of that bloody advertisement was EXTREMELY bad,
like cut your head and hang on the screen that kind of bad.
I know it might be live(doubt so, don't have live sign, bluff!),
but it's 21st century! Gawd!-.-

Secondly,
the hosts, whom I only recognise Gurmit and Adrain(whose face was kena "stretched" until very jialet,
really can kill me with their hosting style.
Like you're going to pay S$30(I know ridiculous much?!)
to listen to Gurmit spastic-looking screaming(which is really NOT pretty at all-.-)
and sit out there in that heat.
AND if mother nature wants to relieve herself,
god bless the people sitting there already lorh.

I'm not a party spoiler,
I KNOW it's fun to party,
but I'm mad picky about locations,
must have LOADS of wind:)

Anyway I have some pictures,
not as much as the last,
but still yeah.

While waiting for it to finish LOADING,
let's talk about the new shampoo me using^.^
Always been a fan of Sunsilk,
so yeah, using that brand,but recently(yesterday specifically),
my daddy bought the hair straightening one
The colour is pretty pretty though the smell is not really that desirable,
it's pink!

Like the light pretty pink kind:)
And my hair smoothhhyyyy,
but straight???
Wouldn't comment much on that-.-


Here's the picture(FINALLY! Only 3 pictures leh!?-.-)

World MOST adorable baby,
I love him loads!(chey, my brother-.-)


My sister's spastic face-.-


And my boyfriend!!!
Met him today,
his new haircut attracts stares loh,
and this is only side view!
*smack forehead*

Anyway he's down with fever(what a way to spend New Year's Eve),
but still had fun with him:)

But I feel sad for nurses who have to deal with him IF he's down with fever
in some hospital cause he's a really fussy patient!-.-
Demanding for chocolate and all-.-

-
Suddenly recall a conversation(not REALLY a conversation but still..)
with my dad the other day.

*House phone rings, Cherine picks up*
Cherine: Hello?
Mother: Where's your papa?!
Cherine: Orh, wait.
*walks to kitchen*
Cherine: Daddy, call.
Daddy: Who?
Cherine: Mommy.
Daddy: Oh no.

LOL!
Stupid father,
he HAD to give that kind of reaction.
Thank god my mom didn't heard it.

And was looking at some horoscope thing with my mom earlier on,
and the tiger's(my dad's) fortune on love was something like:

Married tigers, in 2010, your mate will slowly attract to you again

And I translated it to my mom and she was like
"You REALLY believe that's going to happen?
It never even happened in my dreams for the past 15 years plus!"

In their previous they must have killed each other
and reincarnated as couples as God's revenge.

-
That's all I guess people:)

In an hour's time would be New Year,
so I wish all of you a great great 2010 year ahead!:)

All my cohort can prepare to die next year-.-

And my mom's getting a tad bit too overly excited about New Year-.-
She's like preparing to countdown in own home(I know-.-)
Don't even know if the clock also accurate!-.-

And my sister made record for sitting outside the house for 6 hours,
cause she had no house key.
Blame her for being sooooo lazy:)

6 hours...
Bloody hell.

xoxo
ps: Aaron's still sleeping, hope he's fine:(

Music: United State Of Pop 2009-DJ Earworm
Mood: __
Doings: Hating the things.

Alright,
you guys have GOT to check this song out,
it's a remix of Top 25 songs of 2009,
BEAUTIFUL and GENIUS remix!
It's my new ringtone!
Darn bloody catchy!

Cheers me up real much,
just when I needed it.

-

Anyway this past week I've caught 3 movies,
goodbye to 24 dollars already there.

They are
1) Avatar
2)Old Dogs
3)Sherlock Holmes

Watched them with Aaron, which is part of some other section,
all of em are awesomely great movies, maybe not so much for Old Dogs' but yeah:)
I'm not a darn mood at all to do another SUPERB movie review,
kill your dreams now.

-
Either way,
today, specifically from the stroke of MIDNIGHT of today sucked already.
Aw sucks,
how great to spend eve eve New Year.

All I know is,
I can't contain my anger/frustratioon/hurt
because it is in my incapability.

But yet I CAN'T freely speak as I want,
because as I've learnt so so so many times,
I'll end up crying, begging on my knee some time later,
when I myself know I shouldn't.

I've never hated silence so much before for the past 364 days with you.

Everyone have thier dislikes,
and I try at least to please you for the things you are unhappy in my doings,
at least I TRY.

Do you?

You don't ever EVER try, never.
Everything's about making yourself feel, look good.
Never EVER, have I hated adddiction so much.

At this point in my life,
I can almost see myself,
if I move in with you someday,
I'm going to hold a knife my my neeck and make you choose something dead or me,
and I can almost see myself dying afterwards.

I never feel so fucked before in my life.

Addiction.

How long more I can withstand this,
I can.

But I WILL for sure,
pick a fight for everytime it gets worse,
which is pretty much, often.

-
You can dedicated Kanye's Heartless to me,
but I've never felt so..un-bothered that you're running a fever.

You don't give a heck about yourself,
never once.
If you can't care about yourself,
how selfish are you to me,
to those who actually bothers to care for you?

You've the futs(on purpose) to go running about today,
knowing well last night you were coughing away like a dying person.

And to think you were still playing Facebook right after that,
makes me want to burn your house up,
maybe not the house, maybe the internet line,
which I cannot guarantee isn't true.

-

Probably dying away somewhere
but still DREAMING somewhere about surfing
rydahms.org( Yes, I have damn bloody photographic memory, that's why I score A1 for History)

Anyway wtf?
Maplestory?
GAWD you're FIFTEEN!?

Billard is some other fucking problem I don't give a fuck,
you can go there shoot some balls,
maybe down a few shots,
a few cigg,
because I am just like one of those colour balls on that Billard Board when you're playing,
being hit around, my words don't count!

-
What a way to end a new year!

xoxo.not.

I do NOT feel good today,
due to the aftermath of a crazy Christmas Party:(


1)Sore eye(No idea why, but it hurts the crap out of my eye socket)
2)Sore throat(Too much screaming done, even worse thn the aftermath of a camp, I swear-.-)


Thought by today it'd be good already,
but apparently, no.

So shit for me.

-
Anyway,
I do have something in mind I want to...voice out.


People change,
as all of us have heard it a million times.
But do people ever wonder why people change?
Experiences.
That would be my answer,
or at least it is why I change.

I may enjoy/like/ or even love doing something, or being part of something in the past,
but because of experiences I go through,
everything change,
especially when you experience a bad experience.

I like to potray myself as a person
who is always bubbly, positive and motivated.
I did.
Last time at least.

But as time passes and I start to see through the faces
of some people whom I thought were the same,
things change.

It made me realise how some of these people are
evil, two-faced monsters,
who think highly, too highly, of themselves.

Then I didn't want to be just a facade,
be like them.

I can, and still AM, that person.
Or at least it's somewhere inside my tiny body,
but it's there.

It just has to take..something to bring it back out.

xoxo

So hey lovers, today I'm utterly lazy to type,
so I'm just going to show you pictures in my phones that could be looonnng overdued!



Yes, your eyes are not playing tricks on you,
worms, yes, a BOX of worms,
and I finished a whole box of it^.^
My momma bought it back from her trip!
Super happy! The last time I had it was when I was in Sec 2,
and brought some to class and scared the crap out of some of them^.^
Some tried it though If you're wondering how it tastes like,
the most "accurate" description would be: French Fries:)

And she bought back peas!
And it ain't your ordinary peas hor!
It's the baby ones that you can't get in Singapore, sadly:(
Finished the last plate today,
have to wait till like next year or something to eat it:(
Taken that day when we went out,
with my most beloved Claudia!
And she can't look straight into lenses,
dumb bitch!



With my (unglamorous)sister
when fetching my mom from the airport that day:)
Apparently she hates the idea of taking pictures in toilet.
Ha, for me, taking pictures in PRETTEH toilets
like the ones in Orchard IONS are alright:)
At least the toilets look like make-up rooms,
unlike the toilets in Hougang mall..-.-




Saw this board game at ToysRUs outlet at Vivo.
Bingo With A Zing. Right.
Guess the only buyer's gotta be Veron.


Overdue picture as well:)
This is actually my mom's bike:
pink and totally not what you would expect a mother her age to be riding.




And this is a dead rat on a public pavement near Hougang's interchange.
It looked like it went through hell 13 times.
Geez.



With my loveliest dance mates,
who happens to be my closest girlfriends!:)
I actually have other shots
but choose this for you to witness for yourself,
Veron's psychoticness.
Just focus on THAT expression plastered on her face,
and you'll understand what her friends go through everyday-.-




And finally,
this is my dearest sweetheart,
Aaron Chen!:)
Don't you agree that the shit plushy
have amazing resemblence with him!?:)
Hehe, love you handsome!(L)

Ah, can't can't can't wait for our 14th monthniversary!:)
We've made it far,
like really far,
so it should be able to make it miles and miles more:)

-
Alrighty,
that's really just all that I have:)
I think it's been a really long time wince I've posted a posts
with this much pictures, so appreciate it:)


Hope you guys have had a great Boxing Day,
and a greater start to a new year!

xoxo

I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me

Oh yea.

I shall be alright,
I must.

There's always this lingering fear,
that I might never see your face again,
that someday should I fall again,
you're not there to break that fall.

I fear one day I might not quarrel with you like this anymore.

I fear one day I'll only hear the sound of the breeze instead of your sweet whisperings.

I fear one day you'll be gone,
gone from my sight.





I fear I might never get the chance to ever love you again.

Ti ho amato

You didn't know the story of my life,
you didn't know of the mistakes I did,
and maybe that's why you didn't know why it bothered my so much.

You don't know,
and you never will,
cause you'll never try.

All I ask for,
is half of his determination and understanding.

I know it's wrong to compare,
but god, it's beyond my control.

I'm self-conscious,
I'm naive,
I'm selfish,
I want everything best for myself,
I'm demanding,
I'm easily angered&jealous,
I'm not your perfect princess that stepped out from your dreams or any fairytale stories.

Cry baby cry.

no matter how much I run, try to keep myself occupied, but from the second I stop, reality still hits me hard.

working baby?

this better work,
don't be like blogger-Droid.

I just learnt how bad it feels to not know what's going on,
Sucks big time, really.

Anw, blogging tediously on my new HTC desire:)
And new led tv arrived today,
No more small square tv:(

And im still usin the new phone under the blanket at home,
Damn.

Oh god,
jelly belly's jelly beans works wonders
in distracting one from thoughts of dispair.

What is the meaning of awhile?
Perhaps awhile really ISN'T awhile.

You've all the reasons to be mad at me.
And maybe that gives me all the more reasons to be mad at you.

I'm sorry I made you wait 1 hour.
And I'm sorry you made me wait 3 hours.

Time really flies.

-
Past week in school have just been about carrying Claudia
up and down the school, waiting at the canteen to pick her up.

And not forgetting the tests,
which I don't even want to remind myself how badly I did.

Finished all my weekend homework earlier on,
so now I can actually enjoy the rest of the day.

And I swear off never to say Sundays are boring ever again,
cause now Sunday's like my favourite day
-can sleep in and do things at my own pace,
the ideal routine every Sec 4 would want to live.
With the exception of maybe those who enjoy loitering around the voiddecks,
which God knows what's the fun.

Anyway hope you guys like the new skin,
I personally loved it a lot,
even though it wans't my own work.

Endin off here,
wanna chill out now when I still can.

xoxo
ps: trig graph sketching is a bitch and I miss the Tenpanyaki dinner I had yesterday with baby:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOO!!!!!!

hehe,
today was her birthday,
but because it fell on the most unfortunate week
(cause filllllllleeeeedddd with work, piles of it!),
didn't get her like BIG girly pink glittery presents,
sorrrryyyyyyy:(((((

But ultimately just want her to be happy forever and ever lah:)

-
Anyway today is FINALLY friday!
Every friday is like a mini holiday for me I tell you,
especially if you're living a life like mine,
which has recently been in even more havock
because of one fcukin slut.

Anyway,
there's nothing much for me to say,
just that 2 weeks hav flown past,
freakin me out leh-.-

-
Slut slut slut.

Wish I could administre enthunasia on her!
So she can keep her fcukin mouth shut.

Sluts like her should cease to exist.

Ugh,
can't wait for that someday when
your tactics will backfire.

Slut.
-

Anyway today's lessons was somewhat interesting:)

Especially enjoyed our first LCE lesson as 4 humlity,
super hilarious!:D

Not going to go on already,
just have to say tomorrow have maths remedial, bohoo:(

-
Anyway I'm celebrating 14months and 3 days with my boyfriend!:)
All of you are jealous I know:P

xoxo

Alright,
so anyway I'm so over that slut,
BECAUSE I'M WATCHING MY MICHAEL BUBLE!!!!

He has a damn good sense of humour!
So honoured I can catch his show on channel 5,
Michael Bible meets Madison Square Garden!

His voice is mad mad mad mad sexy,
diediediedie!!!

My dearest must be pissy off now:P
(But I love you best still!)

Anyway,
my first week and 3 days can be summed up with:
HOMEWORK.

Experienced the pain of closing one eye for like 1 hour of lesson
trying to poke a pin through some board(phyics pract),
I tell you, the whole eye like kena cramp in the end-.-

And sleeping like late everyday,
just so to complete homework
(I know, unbelivable-.-)

And the school books,
don't even begin with that.

But at least one thingreal great about this new school year:
CLASSROOM SUPER AIRY AND WINDY!:)

But in return,
have to climb 8 flight of stairs,
shit-.-

-

I'm going mad,
I'm singing to the image if Michael!!!

xoxo
ps: tomorrow history test, sure die, need to sleep!

A slut, will always be a slut.
Sometimes one should never ever live in self-denial,
especially for someone like you.

To hell with you
for not gettng your facts right.

To hell with you
for bringing shame to women.

To hell with you
for even being part of the most "prestige" group in our school.

Geez,
how the hell do people like you exist???

And ps,
your skirt is so darn short for someone of your position,
so you can forget about gaining respect from others,
because all look down on you too.

Hey lovers,
enjoying the last day of the holidays?:)
For my cohort hor,
today is also gonna be like the last day we can relax:(

Anyway,
today's weather should go suck balls,
it's freakin hot:(

Today all I see on facebook status is:
"MUST FINISH HOMEWORK!!!"
"DIEDIEDIE, TOMORROW SCHOOL RE-OPEN!!!"
and more along that line.

The freaking pressure of reading that is making me feel like the only one
who's going to die from the:
1) History & SS Test
2)Physics Test
3)A-Maths Test
4)Bio Test
5)Chem test

when school reopen.
Yes, it's like another session of EOY:(

History and SS isn't THAT much of a worry for me,
cause for some reason I've been dreaming about
Mrs Yap's lessons for the past 2 nights.
(I know, what a way to spend my last 2 nights-.-)

Sighs,
I REALLY have got to buck up.

Everyone have probably posted their new year resolutions,
so I'm going tp poast mine!:)

My new year resolutions are:
1) Pulling through all the tests, homeworks and exams(difficult!)
2) Score at LEAST a 10-14 for my O-levels,
MUSTMUSTMUST get into my psychology course. Political course also can:)
3) Making it through to the same school as Aaron!(must leh!)
4) A balance of everything in my life
5) Knowing my priorities
6) Be myself!:)

I think if I fulfil my 6th resolution,
I will break the other 5 -.-

And for my 2nd resolution,
can you imagine if I'm a politician??? :DDDD
I think I'll be sent to jail without trail for my remarks,
which happens to be crude but facts.
(which for some reason the government don't enjoy knowing the fact:O)
To me at least.

Oh well,
that's all guys:)

Don't know how you guys are going to spend the last day of holidays,
but hope you guys enjoy it!:)

xoxo

So hey lovers,
New Year.
2010.

And Geez, the first news I recieved on New Year's Day
was not (ANNOYING) New Year messages,
but my boyfriend's fever might be caused by Dengue.
I know, what a new year's gift-.-

Hope he'll get well soon:(
Which I think he is,
he got a new camera lens today,
tsk.

And yes from my title(so creative hor:D),
I woke up to uncomfortable cold,
back ache, sore eye and sore throat.
Dumb right?
But I felt better after taking medicine and napping for an hour plus!:)

Anyway,
Singaporeans are really...Singaporean.
I know this is a genetic thing,
but seriously...

I mentioned that BECAUSE,
last night I recieved New Year's wishing(via sms),
as I had expected so I moved all my files out temporary.
Preparing for spam mah.

But wah lao,
I prepare also prepare too late-.-
Some sent me as early as 11.30pm(which ISN'T even a new year YET)

Than others,
being the Singaporean that they are,
all sent at like...12.30am?
Like they all had it planned out.

Which reminds me of another 'scenario'.
(This scene is at The Grand Cathay anyway, cause that's my fav theater)

Music: Kesha's Animal Album
Mood: ^.^
Doings: Filling my tiny tummy with pokka's peach aloe vera drink!

Mad happy with my doing^.^
Even more mad happy with the music!
*not in the back of my car car car~*


So either way,
mine's only web-rip
so in your face for all the jealous goody girls dying for the album:)

Anyway was watching 'Together'
when I saw the New Year countdown at the Marina Float Bay(or something like that lah).


Firstly,
the quality of that bloody advertisement was EXTREMELY bad,
like cut your head and hang on the screen that kind of bad.
I know it might be live(doubt so, don't have live sign, bluff!),
but it's 21st century! Gawd!-.-

Secondly,
the hosts, whom I only recognise Gurmit and Adrain(whose face was kena "stretched" until very jialet,
really can kill me with their hosting style.
Like you're going to pay S$30(I know ridiculous much?!)
to listen to Gurmit spastic-looking screaming(which is really NOT pretty at all-.-)
and sit out there in that heat.
AND if mother nature wants to relieve herself,
god bless the people sitting there already lorh.

I'm not a party spoiler,
I KNOW it's fun to party,
but I'm mad picky about locations,
must have LOADS of wind:)

Anyway I have some pictures,
not as much as the last,
but still yeah.

While waiting for it to finish LOADING,
let's talk about the new shampoo me using^.^
Always been a fan of Sunsilk,
so yeah, using that brand,but recently(yesterday specifically),
my daddy bought the hair straightening one
The colour is pretty pretty though the smell is not really that desirable,
it's pink!

Like the light pretty pink kind:)
And my hair smoothhhyyyy,
but straight???
Wouldn't comment much on that-.-


Here's the picture(FINALLY! Only 3 pictures leh!?-.-)

World MOST adorable baby,
I love him loads!(chey, my brother-.-)


My sister's spastic face-.-


And my boyfriend!!!
Met him today,
his new haircut attracts stares loh,
and this is only side view!
*smack forehead*

Anyway he's down with fever(what a way to spend New Year's Eve),
but still had fun with him:)

But I feel sad for nurses who have to deal with him IF he's down with fever
in some hospital cause he's a really fussy patient!-.-
Demanding for chocolate and all-.-

-
Suddenly recall a conversation(not REALLY a conversation but still..)
with my dad the other day.

*House phone rings, Cherine picks up*
Cherine: Hello?
Mother: Where's your papa?!
Cherine: Orh, wait.
*walks to kitchen*
Cherine: Daddy, call.
Daddy: Who?
Cherine: Mommy.
Daddy: Oh no.

LOL!
Stupid father,
he HAD to give that kind of reaction.
Thank god my mom didn't heard it.

And was looking at some horoscope thing with my mom earlier on,
and the tiger's(my dad's) fortune on love was something like:

Married tigers, in 2010, your mate will slowly attract to you again

And I translated it to my mom and she was like
"You REALLY believe that's going to happen?
It never even happened in my dreams for the past 15 years plus!"

In their previous they must have killed each other
and reincarnated as couples as God's revenge.

-
That's all I guess people:)

In an hour's time would be New Year,
so I wish all of you a great great 2010 year ahead!:)

All my cohort can prepare to die next year-.-

And my mom's getting a tad bit too overly excited about New Year-.-
She's like preparing to countdown in own home(I know-.-)
Don't even know if the clock also accurate!-.-

And my sister made record for sitting outside the house for 6 hours,
cause she had no house key.
Blame her for being sooooo lazy:)

6 hours...
Bloody hell.

xoxo
ps: Aaron's still sleeping, hope he's fine:(

Music: United State Of Pop 2009-DJ Earworm
Mood: __
Doings: Hating the things.

Alright,
you guys have GOT to check this song out,
it's a remix of Top 25 songs of 2009,
BEAUTIFUL and GENIUS remix!
It's my new ringtone!
Darn bloody catchy!

Cheers me up real much,
just when I needed it.

-

Anyway this past week I've caught 3 movies,
goodbye to 24 dollars already there.

They are
1) Avatar
2)Old Dogs
3)Sherlock Holmes

Watched them with Aaron, which is part of some other section,
all of em are awesomely great movies, maybe not so much for Old Dogs' but yeah:)
I'm not a darn mood at all to do another SUPERB movie review,
kill your dreams now.

-
Either way,
today, specifically from the stroke of MIDNIGHT of today sucked already.
Aw sucks,
how great to spend eve eve New Year.

All I know is,
I can't contain my anger/frustratioon/hurt
because it is in my incapability.

But yet I CAN'T freely speak as I want,
because as I've learnt so so so many times,
I'll end up crying, begging on my knee some time later,
when I myself know I shouldn't.

I've never hated silence so much before for the past 364 days with you.

Everyone have thier dislikes,
and I try at least to please you for the things you are unhappy in my doings,
at least I TRY.

Do you?

You don't ever EVER try, never.
Everything's about making yourself feel, look good.
Never EVER, have I hated adddiction so much.

At this point in my life,
I can almost see myself,
if I move in with you someday,
I'm going to hold a knife my my neeck and make you choose something dead or me,
and I can almost see myself dying afterwards.

I never feel so fucked before in my life.

Addiction.

How long more I can withstand this,
I can.

But I WILL for sure,
pick a fight for everytime it gets worse,
which is pretty much, often.

-
You can dedicated Kanye's Heartless to me,
but I've never felt so..un-bothered that you're running a fever.

You don't give a heck about yourself,
never once.
If you can't care about yourself,
how selfish are you to me,
to those who actually bothers to care for you?

You've the futs(on purpose) to go running about today,
knowing well last night you were coughing away like a dying person.

And to think you were still playing Facebook right after that,
makes me want to burn your house up,
maybe not the house, maybe the internet line,
which I cannot guarantee isn't true.

-

Probably dying away somewhere
but still DREAMING somewhere about surfing
rydahms.org( Yes, I have damn bloody photographic memory, that's why I score A1 for History)

Anyway wtf?
Maplestory?
GAWD you're FIFTEEN!?

Billard is some other fucking problem I don't give a fuck,
you can go there shoot some balls,
maybe down a few shots,
a few cigg,
because I am just like one of those colour balls on that Billard Board when you're playing,
being hit around, my words don't count!

-
What a way to end a new year!

xoxo.not.

I do NOT feel good today,
due to the aftermath of a crazy Christmas Party:(


1)Sore eye(No idea why, but it hurts the crap out of my eye socket)
2)Sore throat(Too much screaming done, even worse thn the aftermath of a camp, I swear-.-)


Thought by today it'd be good already,
but apparently, no.

So shit for me.

-
Anyway,
I do have something in mind I want to...voice out.


People change,
as all of us have heard it a million times.
But do people ever wonder why people change?
Experiences.
That would be my answer,
or at least it is why I change.

I may enjoy/like/ or even love doing something, or being part of something in the past,
but because of experiences I go through,
everything change,
especially when you experience a bad experience.

I like to potray myself as a person
who is always bubbly, positive and motivated.
I did.
Last time at least.

But as time passes and I start to see through the faces
of some people whom I thought were the same,
things change.

It made me realise how some of these people are
evil, two-faced monsters,
who think highly, too highly, of themselves.

Then I didn't want to be just a facade,
be like them.

I can, and still AM, that person.
Or at least it's somewhere inside my tiny body,
but it's there.

It just has to take..something to bring it back out.

xoxo

So hey lovers, today I'm utterly lazy to type,
so I'm just going to show you pictures in my phones that could be looonnng overdued!



Yes, your eyes are not playing tricks on you,
worms, yes, a BOX of worms,
and I finished a whole box of it^.^
My momma bought it back from her trip!
Super happy! The last time I had it was when I was in Sec 2,
and brought some to class and scared the crap out of some of them^.^
Some tried it though If you're wondering how it tastes like,
the most "accurate" description would be: French Fries:)

And she bought back peas!
And it ain't your ordinary peas hor!
It's the baby ones that you can't get in Singapore, sadly:(
Finished the last plate today,
have to wait till like next year or something to eat it:(
Taken that day when we went out,
with my most beloved Claudia!
And she can't look straight into lenses,
dumb bitch!



With my (unglamorous)sister
when fetching my mom from the airport that day:)
Apparently she hates the idea of taking pictures in toilet.
Ha, for me, taking pictures in PRETTEH toilets
like the ones in Orchard IONS are alright:)
At least the toilets look like make-up rooms,
unlike the toilets in Hougang mall..-.-




Saw this board game at ToysRUs outlet at Vivo.
Bingo With A Zing. Right.
Guess the only buyer's gotta be Veron.


Overdue picture as well:)
This is actually my mom's bike:
pink and totally not what you would expect a mother her age to be riding.




And this is a dead rat on a public pavement near Hougang's interchange.
It looked like it went through hell 13 times.
Geez.



With my loveliest dance mates,
who happens to be my closest girlfriends!:)
I actually have other shots
but choose this for you to witness for yourself,
Veron's psychoticness.
Just focus on THAT expression plastered on her face,
and you'll understand what her friends go through everyday-.-




And finally,
this is my dearest sweetheart,
Aaron Chen!:)
Don't you agree that the shit plushy
have amazing resemblence with him!?:)
Hehe, love you handsome!(L)

Ah, can't can't can't wait for our 14th monthniversary!:)
We've made it far,
like really far,
so it should be able to make it miles and miles more:)

-
Alrighty,
that's really just all that I have:)
I think it's been a really long time wince I've posted a posts
with this much pictures, so appreciate it:)


Hope you guys have had a great Boxing Day,
and a greater start to a new year!

xoxo

CHERINEQUEK
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